200Pounds Beauty was a pretty good show, now i really like the track sang by the female lead herself.

Maria - Kim Ah Joong. Its playing now...

Friday's late-night shopping was crapped, not that shops weren't open, just that to us, its more like late-night supper! Hahaha... Anyway, it was nice, finally the 3 of us have the chance to supper together! We've like what, talked about it for months?

Saturday was pretty fun, although everything didn't happened as plan, it pretty much worked out very well. The agent who was suppose to bring me to my new tuition kid's place called me 20minutes before the meeting time telling me that she's sick and i should travel there on my own. Fine, i can live with that. But she had to give me the kid's address only 10minutes before i'm due to be at their place. Hmm... Okie lah, it wasn't difficult to find, luckily.

Then was suppose to meet Jiaqi at Dhoby Gault, ended up she had her work's programme running at Kovan, so we met at Kovan instead and headed to PS together. Had Ichiban Sushi, not bad, then watched the show, then headed to Vivo to shop, as planned.

I spotted this really nice sling bag in Vivo, this shop called Zinc, but i didn't buy it, coz i'm VERY short of cash... Jiaqi offered to buy, but i said no. She is suppose to get me the W850i, so she MUST NOT get me the sling bag now. Right!? Heeheee... Kekeke... =p (Yeayea, i know i know, part sponsor mah @.@")

She got this really wierd sponge thingy instead... Can make into whatever shape you want and is said to be able to help destress you. Hmm... Probably coz it took your mind off the things you are troubling about. ;)

We wanted to have a proper dinner, but ended up eating some Korean snack and went home. Was so shacked that i slept so well, and didn't wanna wake up this morning.

Today was pretty alright. I was suppose to get some work done, as usual, i didn't do it... Hahahah. Went to the temple with mum to baibai my grandmother in the morning, then came back to MobTV. Heehee. Jieming was suppose to jio me to go blading, but never confirmed the timing with me until like 2hours before meeting me! But i'm used to him le la, so i can almost estimate when he will call me. ;)

Blading was... well... not as i expected. I didn't enjoyed it as much that i thought i would have... maybe... its because i'm out of touch for it... Haven't been blading for like 2-weeks. Well, at least we had some nice chocolate fondues at a food centre (!!???)

Okie, thats it, my weekend.

Signed,
Alvin

Oh well, not many people to take pictures with nowadays, and also, some pictures taken are best left unposted! So i shall indulge in some self-whoring. Don't mind right?

If yes, please ignore entry... Hahahaha! ;)

Friday
7pm - 9pm: Lessons! (Interesting topic)
9pm - Late: Late-night Shopping

Saturday
12.30pm - 2.30pm: Tuition (Finally)
4.30pm ~ : Watching 200Pounds Beauty; Dinner; Don't know what else.

Sunday
Blading with Jieming (Though not confirm timing)

Monday
Blading with John (and maybe some companies as well... Timing not confirm either)


Wah siao liao! So many activities~! And i still have:

1. Ethnic Policy Essay; 18May; 2250words
2. Video Roleplay + Critics; 25May; 1000words
3. Analysis of Community Project; 25May; 3500words!!!
4. Programme Evaluation Essay; 27May; 2250words
5. Health Essay; 30May; 2000words
6. Research Proposal; 7June; 4500words!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not to mention that the Ethics application may bounce back and i will have to redo it if it does. And i have not set up the online survey for the research. And i have not contact the schools if i could get their students to do the survey. And i worry of no-response, and i worry of not getting the right response... Ahhhhhhh~!

And i have not prepared anything for the SFO trip. And i have not buy travel insurance. And i have not change USD. And i did not even discuss the detailed itinerary with Vincent and left it to him to decide (*evil me*).

And i am blogging. Hmm.......

(Sidetrack: Should i get a haircut???)

Yupz, that's whats happening to me. I cant't really figure out why's that too. Sometimes i wake up feeling really happy, the next i'm having a damn headache. One moment i though i'm gonna fall sick, the next moment i'm well.

Strange...

Must be the weather (Yea, blame it all on the weather!! Hahaha)

Seriously i can't explain it. If i'm a woman, i'l blame it on PMS, but i'm not! Must be some distress i'm facing now. Probably school work (yea, enough to crush me...), mum (fell sick recently =( ), money ($$$$$) and companies...

Okie, i'l need to go figure them out now. Byebye.

Meanwhile, the song you hear now is the main soundtrack of Freedom Writers. Whats the name? i think its called "A Dream".

(PS. Do you notice, when i'm writing in Chinese, that means i am very EMO! Haha)

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence and post it.
4. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.

I stumbled upon this while browsing a friend's blog. Thought this was "fun" and decided to do it too. =>

Apparently, the closest book to me now happens to be my favourite book now, so i didn't have to go dig for it or something.

The sentence says:
"The word "cat" in my perspective would be spelt "tac", and i could not tell the difference." -Freedom Writers Diary by The Freedom Writers and Erin Gruwell

I guess no one really understands what the above sentence means, it is basically one of the lines in the diary of these youths who called themselves the freedom writers. This particular one has got a certain learning disability, thus the sentence "cat" spelt as "tac" and not thinking its wrong. This book is about how a real teacher motivates her students to use writing as a platform to voice their thoughts and feelings, when society (and themselves) thinks that they will never have been able to make it.

So how about you, what does your book says? =>

KTV!? 唱不爽!! KLunch is like so short! 11am-2pm only! But so very cheap! Paid only like 12bucks each. I think KBox is really genius to charge "per head" for its service, coz KTV is usually a "many people event". They can easily fit 6 people in a small room with only 1 console system; the results, half of them can't get to sing and the other half who sang still thinks that they haven't had their share of fun!

So to the company, the more people come, the merrier!

BUT WE STILL LOVE KBOX lah!

After that i went to watch Wild Hogs! Movie recommended if you need a no-brainer show to destress! Its super funny! No regrets watching it. Go watch some of the clips on YouTube!

"In life, sometimes you just need to slap the bull" Slap the bull!!?? You have to watch the show.


A friend is going back to her country, aient coming back no more... I'm really happy for her that she can finally leave, knowing the kind of things she had to endure here. I'm also really happy for her that her boyfriend is leaving with her and that they have plans to reside in the states after that.

So, i'm happy for another reason too, if i ever visit the states again, i knew who to look for. =p Goodbye Susan!! (not that she will see this...)

Hey, this now brings me back to reality... Susan is the first of my friend to leave SG for good. Maybe not the last.. This really reminds me that... 粘粘 too might be leaving... 粘粘 is a close friend whom we knew for like what, 6-years already! She's graduating this year... and might really... well... leave for good too...

I can take Susan's leaving. But 粘粘... Things are going to be different after she left too... especially to someone...

粘粘! 不要走!!

曾经有一段美好的感情摆放在我的面前，可是我没有好好珍惜。

不过人好像都是这样， 拥有着，却不懂珍惜，失去以后，才发现已遗失的美好。

可是，如果没有失去，又这么会懂得珍惜呢？ 如果我没失去一段曾经拥有的感情，我想我怎么也学不懂去珍惜与爱惜另一个人。

我想，我总该对我的“失去”致谢。因为没有她，我更不可能懂得如何去珍惜下一个她。

"我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好"

每个人都会在另一个人的生命里扮演着不同的角色，他可能是你最疼惜的人，最疼惜你的人，或只是个经过你生命旅途的人。 别人，在你生活里，扮演着什么角色？ 你，又在别人的生命旅程中为他添上了什么色彩？

你又想在谁的生活里，扮演着怎样的角色呢？

在失去后我学会了珍惜， 也好期待我下一个最疼惜的人的出现，好让自己实习一下所领悟到的珍惜。

昨天有幸和朋友谈起了"达成目标".

朋友说: "不记得自己当初到底是为了什么而奋斗了, 不知道自己以后要达成的是什么.."

我说: "你的愿望不就是想做你现在在做的事吗?"

朋友说: "好像是, 不过现在在做了, 就不知道要怎样了..."

我说: "一个目标, 愿望的达成, 便是另一个旅程的开始."


你不这样认为吗? 人因梦想而伟大, 人朝着梦想前进, 为了梦想而奋斗, 达到了, 又怎样?
到达了,就没有梦了吗? 那不是很可悲吗?
所以, 一个梦想, 目标的到达, 便是另一个旅程的开始.

举例说, 我现在的目标便是完成学业, 我朝着目标前进, 可以看到终点了. 当我拿到文凭后, 是不是就没有目标, 没有愿望了呢? 不. 对我来说, 那便是一个新旅程, 一条新的路等着我去把它扑好. 我期待着未来, 向往着以后, 尽管将来的路不一定好走, 我也会笑着走下去.

我的梦想简单, 却也不容易实现.

这是我的旅程. 我的梦.

Inside joke: (只有莫个人会明白,哈哈哈)

"明明"很爱你
"明明"想靠近
但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
我凭什么一一打败情敌
敢大声说要做你的唯一



不记得为什么"他"被称为"明明"了, 不过ktv那天我一定会唱! 我们一起唱okie!!??

明明!!!!

最初的梦想 紧握在手上
最想要去的地方
怎么能在半路就返航
最初的梦想 绝对会到达
实现了真的渴望
才能够算到过了天堂

最初的梦想 - 范玮琪



每当一个人杖得很辛苦时，都会想起为了什么而奋斗到今天，就因这个坚持， 所以我不会放弃。 我可以看到终点了， 你呢？

你最初的梦想是什么？ 你达成了吗？

世间上， 有谁懂我？
谁能深入我心？

世间上，我又懂谁？
谁又能让我走入她心？

someone in my life told me that i've grown.

have i?

i merely became harden by the facets of life. and i built a wall around myself.

to protect myself. from being hurt. from being misunderstood. from being heard.

i live in my own little hermit hole. who wants to save me?

at times i hate my life. at times i felt if not for it, i wouldn't be what i am today. a harden soul.

Health Stream
(4)Is there a relation between poverty and health? If so, how are they related? What contribution can social work make to the issue of poverty and health?

My answer:
Yes. More poverty, less health. Nothing.


Oh shitz! I need to do better than that! I need to choke up 750words! Help... ...

Hahahaha... Okie, i go chiong now! Byebye!